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Okay, well.. I'm putting this in this group since.. well.. i figure that a few people here would have some good insight as to what may be going on. or know whats happening.
Alright. This is starting to bother me like you wouldn't believe.
About a month ago i started having strange cramps, aches, odd feelings, etc. all throughout my left-lower abdomen. It scared me at first, like.. horrified me, but then it died down after about a week or two. but then it moved down to... my nuts. well.. not quite my nuts. more like the cord attached to them. like it felt pinched, itchy, needed massaging, constantly felt like i needed to adjust myself, etc. I even got check by a doctor, but he didn't see anything wrong whatsoever. except for small bulge he felt when he pushed into me then. like how they do what exams. when they ask you to cough sorta thing. that was when. He doesn't think it's cancer. no one does. but that eventually went away after a while. I did check myself a lot during then so i think that contributed to some of the discomfort. even now when i do i get slight discomfort. but then again.. that is a sensitive area.
from there it moved to.. between my legs. like the muscles underneath, between my legs. idk what those ones are or anything. all i know is that.. after i ***********/********** and the.. pulsing/throbbing/whatever, the are that happens, is where it hurt. but again, this didn't last but maybe a few days. but after that everything seemed okay for a lil while until my foot started hurting. but i think i just hurt myself there.
I am a kidney transplant though, and i no longer have my native kidneys. lost those long time ago.
I keep thinking there's this huge, big, bad problem i have that's going to kill me. I've lost sleep over this, I've not been focusing on school work much, etc. but the thing is... none of it ever felt like.. genuine pain. it felt just like discomfort, irritated, achy, etc. never stabbing, shooting, etc. pain
Luckily the past couple weeks seem to have been good. Not much sign of those things anymore. Except for the other night where my nuts started feeling like they did and my foot hurting a lot (but that was cause muscle pull). but otherwise, nothing really. maybe every so often id get a little something, but then it would go away after a few minutes or a lil while. never stays like it did.
but other than that i haven't had any other signs really of anything. just the discomfort in various areas.
well.. strike that i have had fatigue or feeling of tiredness when going outside, or feeling a lil run down. but it was only when i went outside to go places. but even then, that never lasted.
but yeah, other than that, i've had nothing.
[EDIT]: currently im having irritation in.. my urethra. very slight though and not painful. just a bit annoying. makes me feel like i need to go actually. not drastically.. but.. a bit. Ive only has lil buzzes go through my... you know.. for the past few days. but they are not very frequent. maybe... one every other day. but never lasted. now is the only time it has. still highly worried...
I keep thinking the cause for this was my ************. I used to ********** like.. many times a day. like 3-6 times a day maybe. only very few times did i go overboard with it and do more than that. and that was over maybe.. a couple years. but i was never consistent with it all. it would all depend on how i felt, what my mood was at the time, etc. so i cant say exactly how much. just give a rough average.
but ever since this all happened, I've cut it back to maybe.. 2 or 3 times a day. only one or two days where i went back old habits.
I can't help but keep thinking it's cancer or i have some huge, giant issue that's going to mean something horrible for me.
I just don't know what it is and I'm very scared. I keep think it's because of how much I've done that over the years. it even became compulsive behavior for a while.
So.. if anyone could maybe tell me what's going on, maybe give some advice, whatever, it'd really help tons. I keep worrying that i have something wrong and it's going to be the end of me... so im very frightened right now...
any and all help will be much appreciated!! thank you!!!
Alright. This is starting to bother me like you wouldn't believe.
About a month ago i started having strange cramps, aches, odd feelings, etc. all throughout my left-lower abdomen. It scared me at first, like.. horrified me, but then it died down after about a week or two. but then it moved down to... my nuts. well.. not quite my nuts. more like the cord attached to them. like it felt pinched, itchy, needed massaging, constantly felt like i needed to adjust myself, etc. I even got check by a doctor, but he didn't see anything wrong whatsoever. except for small bulge he felt when he pushed into me then. like how they do what exams. when they ask you to cough sorta thing. that was when. He doesn't think it's cancer. no one does. but that eventually went away after a while. I did check myself a lot during then so i think that contributed to some of the discomfort. even now when i do i get slight discomfort. but then again.. that is a sensitive area.
from there it moved to.. between my legs. like the muscles underneath, between my legs. idk what those ones are or anything. all i know is that.. after i ***********/********** and the.. pulsing/throbbing/whatever, the are that happens, is where it hurt. but again, this didn't last but maybe a few days. but after that everything seemed okay for a lil while until my foot started hurting. but i think i just hurt myself there.
I am a kidney transplant though, and i no longer have my native kidneys. lost those long time ago.
I keep thinking there's this huge, big, bad problem i have that's going to kill me. I've lost sleep over this, I've not been focusing on school work much, etc. but the thing is... none of it ever felt like.. genuine pain. it felt just like discomfort, irritated, achy, etc. never stabbing, shooting, etc. pain
Luckily the past couple weeks seem to have been good. Not much sign of those things anymore. Except for the other night where my nuts started feeling like they did and my foot hurting a lot (but that was cause muscle pull). but otherwise, nothing really. maybe every so often id get a little something, but then it would go away after a few minutes or a lil while. never stays like it did.
but other than that i haven't had any other signs really of anything. just the discomfort in various areas.
well.. strike that i have had fatigue or feeling of tiredness when going outside, or feeling a lil run down. but it was only when i went outside to go places. but even then, that never lasted.
but yeah, other than that, i've had nothing.
[EDIT]: currently im having irritation in.. my urethra. very slight though and not painful. just a bit annoying. makes me feel like i need to go actually. not drastically.. but.. a bit. Ive only has lil buzzes go through my... you know.. for the past few days. but they are not very frequent. maybe... one every other day. but never lasted. now is the only time it has. still highly worried...
I keep thinking the cause for this was my ************. I used to ********** like.. many times a day. like 3-6 times a day maybe. only very few times did i go overboard with it and do more than that. and that was over maybe.. a couple years. but i was never consistent with it all. it would all depend on how i felt, what my mood was at the time, etc. so i cant say exactly how much. just give a rough average.
but ever since this all happened, I've cut it back to maybe.. 2 or 3 times a day. only one or two days where i went back old habits.
I can't help but keep thinking it's cancer or i have some huge, giant issue that's going to mean something horrible for me.
I just don't know what it is and I'm very scared. I keep think it's because of how much I've done that over the years. it even became compulsive behavior for a while.
So.. if anyone could maybe tell me what's going on, maybe give some advice, whatever, it'd really help tons. I keep worrying that i have something wrong and it's going to be the end of me... so im very frightened right now...
any and all help will be much appreciated!! thank you!!!
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