Experience Project

Sometimes I feel as if I may regret coming to EP. It's brought out the worst in me on some days, but the best on others. It's made me so angry and upset that I can't stand coming on here. But I always seem to come back.

I still can't tell if EP is helping me or hurting me.

Humans scare me so much and here they're almost forced onto you.

It can be very tough for me here. I take a lot of things too personally and get upset by them.

I hope EP does more good than bad for me, but I will always wonder if I'd be better off without it.

UnseenBlossom UnseenBlossom
18-21, F
10 Responses Jan 3, 2009

I don't know. Sometimes it's hard to ignore it. Anyway I don't really feel like this anymore. This was written quite a while ago. I don't regret EP. :)

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and you can choose to ignore it. Why let it make you so angry?

Thanks ^_~

O_O Yeah...I suppose it could...(^_^)

I don't think I'm looking for a solution, I think I was just voicing some thoughts I had, you know just getting it out.

Intervention!? I think that's a little extreme! I have thought about going to see a therapist. I post a story about wondering whether EP is really right for me and someone suggests going into therapy! V_V

rue you don't make me sad, you make me glad that you feel you can share your problems with me.<br />
tomolan I dropped out of college (twice) and I have a tiny little job that you probably wouldn't call a job. And like I say, I don't know why. I feel like I'm losing myself. No not losing myself, I feel like I've never known myself. I don't know who I am.

*blushing* I am nice to the friends that are close and nice to me :)<br />
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I hope I didn't made you sad with my own problems.....<br />
Someone said that the holyday period can be really hard on some people (he wasn't ******* joking!) but since they finaly passed I think spirits will raise and things will get better for most of the people.

I don't really know what it is that makes me upset here. I haven't figured it out. There are quite a few sad stories here, maybe just seeing how many people have been hurt in life has made me upset. I don't know.<br />
Thank you for being so kind. You're definitely one of the reasons I stay here.

What exactly did hurt you here on EP ?<br />
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If people are pushy you can just ignore them and it will be ok. I too am very shy but if someone comes "over me" I just ignore that person pretend it's not even there and eventualy they will go away.<br />
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We live in a society and we are like you said forced to interact with each other. If you want to buy something you have to talk to a human, if you want to be loved you have meet new people and eventualy find the one you right for you.<br />
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What else is hurting you on EP ?<br />
Who said bad things about you and upset you ? I promise I will kick his/her *** ! ... and are you sure it was made to offend you ?<br />
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I know it's hard for you ...