Last Year

It feels like every year is harder to forget the last. Last year at the beginning of the school year, I thought I took everything for granted of the year before and I missed that year so much. I wanted it to go back to how it was. Then, I met incredible people and it changed everything! Zaira, Alyssa, Matt, Gio, Amanda, and so much more. It was the best school year. But god, I took it for granted. All I do now is think about last year! This year none of us even see each other or go to the same school and it sucks! It sucks a lot. I wish we could all be friends again and hang out like the people who look happy in the movies. I always imagined high school being fun and cool because I thought I was going to be able to spend it with my friends but I have never been so wrong. I hate my school and I hate everybody there. I wish I could realize the happiness I'm living in instead of remembering it! I should have done so much things when I could have. I can't imagine what the future is going to be like. I just hope it's a lot better than it is now.
Mufff Mufff
13-15, F
Jan 17, 2013