Nothing Seems To Last

     Northgal and I broke up this week and she has deleted her account.  I don't think that I will ever allow myself to fall in love again. I will always remember how our friendship began, and how it sweetly if evolved. And I honestly tried to resist it! I truly did! I tried to resist it because I knew in the end that I would be absolutely devastated by her. I HATE it when I'm right.
     So, I have known love. I have touched love. I have been given love. And I have had it snatched back from me. Was it worth the pain? I can't say right now. But what I do know is that I'll never fall in love again.
northguy northguy
46-50, M
9 Responses Jul 9, 2011

Hey!! I guess you're taking it a tad too far in not allowing yourself to fall in love ever again. I've had my moments of grief and despair and that said, it would always be good to look forward for THE lady in your life. Good luck, bro! Life's not always a *****.

I'm so sorry i felt like that before, and then someone wonderful come in to life, I don't know if you believe in God or not but i believe that there is a God that well help you, cure your heart, and when the time is right she'll come back or he'll someone. Love is not easy, It's something that we learn as life passes and just learn to keep your self busy, exercise in someway...go for run's that help's me. Good luck =) may God keep you and care for you!

same pinch..<br /><br />
its almost a month and I still cry for that idiot boy... Wish to get over asap ..but till then I dnt no wat to do.. I want to live my life happily ..<br /><br />
No idea how to get over this ...

Oh, baby. I'm sorry.<br /><br />
If you need someone to talk to, to cry with or to distract you, I can help. I truly am sorry.<br /><br />
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It happened to me..some people can be so cold hearted.i feel for u,sorry abt it..may God forgive them

I am soo very heart hurts for you!! (((hugs)))

:( I am so sorry x


I'm so sorry to hear about the breakup, NG. Falling in love and having it suddenly yanked away is horribly painful. I hope people at least don't try to tell you to "get over it." Broken hearts mend in their own way, in their own time. I wish you well, NG. (((hugs)))

I don't care to get over it. I prefer to live with it, so that it will serve as a constant reminder to me that love is just not mean to abide in some people, and I am not meant for love.