I Have To Leave For A While

       I have to leave for EP for a while. For over a year, I have had a special partner here, and she's been under various names and profiles, but she has always been here. Suddenly, she is gone now and I can't find the strength to be here without her. She was my first friend here when I joined EP back in March, 2010 and we've been together ever since. We have experienced things together so intimate and personal that I couldn't begin to share them. We had shared everything together that two people could online, and then we met face to face. She was planning to move here this summer, and all of a sudden, she broke off our relationship on Friday and that's that.
        So, I have to go away for a while and hide, and rest, and figure out what to do without my sweetheart. Northgal, Laylaeve, LibraPR;....whichever name she went by, she was the love of my life and she took my dreams with her.  I may be back, I may not. I don't know. So, please take care of you for me, until such a time that I can do it for you, and always have faith in God, who watches over each of us without ceasing.
northguy northguy
46-50, M
6 Responses Jul 9, 2011

I'm so very sorry that this happened to you! I hate how much one person can hurt another! I also hope that you get the closure you very much deserve!

Chocolate...you mentioned chocolate. I heard it plainly. Isn't she wonderful? I am a very lucky robot.

i understand how you feel.

I'm so sorry she treated you that way and hope you get the closure you deserve.

I'm sorry we didn't get to be friends. Best of luck, Sir. I'll pray for you.

I'm sad to see you go, northguy, I will miss you. I hope your heart heals from this. We'll keep the light on for you.