this feeling of darkness of emptiness overwhelms me. it seizes me like being outside in the snow and hypothermia is setting in. permeating me. a numbness seizing me. the only thing is feel now besides that numbness is pain that paralyzes me. it washes over me. cannot sleep. cannot think. cannot breathe. cannot live like this. stone angels are so lovely. don't you think. cold and smooth and unfeeling. run your fingers along their fine forms. feel the beauty. see the frozen expression in their eyes. elegant. untouchable. refined. and they take your breath away. cause someone cared to create them.created them from pain and hurt and despair and agony. i am that stone angel. look upon me now.