Next Sunday

I honestly don't know where else to go with this and I am freaking out now that I realize how close she is to really getting here...My girlfriend and I met two years ago through a friend as rpers (roleplayers) We started a relationship six months prior to our friendship and have been dating for a year and a half. Now, we had spoken many times about going to visit each other and it's officially becoming a reality as she has been accepted into a work and travel program from her country to get to mine.

This will be our first meeting and I am extremely nervous. My gut tells me everything will be fine but everything else in me except my heart tells me that she'll be so uncomfortable...that everything is going to change for the worse. I am just so nervous...I believe we'll be fine because the two of us have been through a lot together and this is something we've been waiting for, for a long time...But I can't help in overthinking.

It's finally happening...I'll have my beautiful woman in my arms...I just can't end my nerves...Can anyone tell me if this is normal? Give me advice? Anything?
LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien
22-25, F
1 Response Dec 4, 2012

Meeting someone is normal.
**** on the first date.
Morals are for idiots.

Haha! XD Well technically ya can't say it was our first date. And hey, internet sex is good in an ldr too xDDD So yeah. But we worked our magic. The time we had was good and we're strong. We don't live by morals. We're gay, atheists with super
religious families. What morals do we have? XD

Morals are only limits people put on themselves to cover up their inability to achieve. Sorry to hear about your family.