I am not casual

to everyone I meet. That is my problem. I am always the last one to leave my 'friends', those that I met on the internet. I have always cared. They left anyway. I even fell in love with one of them. It ended up badly too. Some of these friends have become important to me, though I have never met them. I was always the first one to tell them that I like them, and opened up to them because I chose to trust. I knew there is a risk but I wanted to trust anyway. But they never opened up to me. I am merely a name on the screen. It is heart-breaking knowing that they will leave someday and waiting for that day to come. But I stayed anyway until they left. I am scarred all over. It isn't their fault because I get too attached.
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Mar 31, 2012