Help, Please.Hello, I was just hoping to share my story and get some advice about my situation.
I never thought I was a lesbian, until I broke up with my boyfriend in my junior year of high school. I'm not sure why I noticed that he was a little girly and reminded me of a girl. After the break up I went through a depression and thought I was a lesbian. For months whenever I thought I was a lesbian I would feel sick to my stomach. A couple times during high school I had these pangs when looking at my some of my girl friends. I'm not sure what kind of pangs they were and I was wondering if others have felt these kinds of pangs.
I am 22 now and I have a boyfriend for about a year now. I don't know why but I've started to feel really scared that I'm a lesbian. I've started looking back and my childhood and thought that some of the things I did in the past could have been signs that I am a lesbian. I look at some of my girl friends pictures on facebook and I'm not sure if it's strange to do so. Also whenever I see a woman I might think is attractive I get this pang of fear. It gets so bad sometimes that when I'm watching movies, I have make sure that I'm not checking out hte female lead. I still find some guys attractive, but I'm still scared. I'm not sure if I'm being paranoid or if I'm really a lesbian. I've talked with my boyfriend about it and he's been really understanding. I love him dearly, but sometimes I get this depressed feeling and that's when I normally start thinking I'm a lesbian. Help, please.
flowerchild2 18-21, F 3 Responses 0 Jul 27, 2011