I Know That I Love Her So Much...

yeah.....She is so beautiful...she is my friend and she is straight...I have told her about my feelings,now she knows everything..but she still continue treat me as friend and it hurts a lot...I am so confused..I don't know what I must do...I think I mustn't make her fall in love with me...I think it will be a sin...I don't wanna make her live these pains..I don't know if I must go away from her or I must stay with her...I am so happy around her..I think she is the reason that I live...I don't want her to be my friend....I want much more than friendship....she can always make me smile,even if everything is so bad...she has got a boyfriend but she doesn't love him..and I am jealous of her so much,I feel so helplessness....she will never be mine...I know..but really I love her so much...
4bidden 4bidden
18-21, F
2 Responses May 23, 2012

Well,im in love with my BFF too but she is straight!i'm a lot same as u but idiot like me is packing my feeling and stay next to her!cant try to mOve on!the thought of without her near me is tearing me apart:( so I'm always gathering my strength to fight my feeling in order to stay near her!

I had serious feelings for my best friend too. But honestly, the best thing for both of you is for you to try to move on. She can't change who she is. I know it hurts and everything, but in the end, keeping her friendship will be the important thing. If you ever wanna talk, feel free to message me. :)