However, Whatever, And Sex.. A Lot Of It, Maybe.I have been bi, for four years now, but have never told my family. But I have never truely been with a woman, and I fantasize about it every chance I get. Some days I wished I was a lesbian slave to a lesbian master and just run away to them, but I know its not happening. Though I dated one girl, and she was everything to me, but I felt as if she was cheating on me, and it was true, it broke me to a million pieces. I just stayed single wondering what have i done in my life that made me feel so... Lesbian? I have never questioned myself until this year. We even had foreplays before, where we just played with each other breast and ***** but never sex. And I am on this screen right now watching lesbian ****, after reading a few stories this overwhelming emotion is just growing and growing and I want to shout out that I am lesbia, but is it true? I am too scared to say it because od my christian parents and my church... What if I am not "normal". Well... On top of that... I finally met a man that makes me happy yet, I feel so incomplete still. It feels so much confusion is such short time. I wish there was an answer, I wish I could finally be witha woman who can make me happy, I wished, I wished...
But, it won't happen no matter how much I try... Because I am a coward.
What am I suppose to do?
Nijiko 18-21 2 Responses 0 Jun 8, 2012