I'm Falling...

Last night i went to her house at around 11pm. We made sure that everyone was asleep so that I could sneak into her house. We hugged because it was like a week that I had gone without seeing her. So then we watched television for about 20-30 min. Then we started making out and it got really hot and heavy. We have been dating since July 19, and i already went to second base with her. I really like her a lot. The thing is I'm going to college soon and I get really confused about what I want. I can't decide if we should still date. It was so hard not to go all the way last night..i really wanted to with her..but was hold back because she didn't want to move so fast. I agreed. I said we should wait, so that when it does, it will be special. When I'm with her I feel like I could stay with her laying there for years. I hope things work out for the better. I hope that in the end everything will turn out right. If I date her or not in College. I guess time will only tell.
Brokenhearted33 Brokenhearted33
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 2, 2010

It must be hard for you to decide which path you should take. You would not confuse any more if you would be able to hold yourself from going all the way with her. You must be strong in relationship that you want to maintain it for a long term. This is a test in your relationship with her. I want to do all the way with her too. I know this is wrong if I do it before our married day. It would be more complicated if something is going wrong as you know future is uncertain. I hope you choose which decision that you desire, not for anyone else but yourself.<br />