I Just Want To Be Okay

sometimes i feel so bad, i feel like i can t breathe. it s horrible, it s like falling in a deep, dark hole and i just want to scream for someone to get me out but nobody hears me. i m afraid, i m scared of not being able to be okay, of forgetting who i am. thank god i have my friends with me. but its still so hard, i don t talk much about it, i don t know how to explain in a way that won t make me sound as if i was crazy or something. i just need a break from bad stuff. all i want is to be okay, even if it s just for a minute. i just need to remember what it feels like to be truly happy