I Miss My Andrew

We found out we were having a baby at 3 weeks gestation, so you must imagine how long it felt to carry my Andrew for 42 weeks and 6 days. It's was the longest and most amazing experience of my life. We had such a bond. He would move when I laugh as if he too found it funny. When I'm sad he would move so gently as if he is comforting me and letting me know its gonna be ok. I lived everyday for my baby boy. After 42 weeks and 6 days my beautiful baby boy Andrew was still born. It was the most painful experience having to push him out with no life. It's been 8 weeks since my angel was born sleeping and I miss him like crazy. I miss our moments. I miss talking to him and rubbing my ginormous belly. I miss his gentle and sometimes not so gentle touches. He has left a mark on my life and a scar on my heart that will never be erased. I wish I knew then what I know now, I would have done everything in my power to protect you. Sweet dreams my sleeping angel, mommy loves and misses you and I can't wait t see you again.
Brokenheartedmom Brokenheartedmom
1 Response May 11, 2013

I'm soo sorry for your loss. I believe that you will see him again too. Please don't give up on life. God bless. Hug hug