Married But Confused
I am 21 and me and my wife got married a couple months ago. The history of our story is that we were dating for about two months when she got pregnant and had a baby boy. A month before she had him she broke it off with me because of her family not liking me and encouraging her to end it. After our son was born she started dating one of her exs and i started dating a different girl who i dated for a few months then it ended. When our son was about six months old her and her ex started having problems and in talking to me she decided to end it with him and see if we could make us work and be a happy family. While we were dating her family decided to move and she was going to move with them. Instead of this happening and not being able to see my son everyday we decied to get engaged and we got married. The first month of marriage was great but now she has started to complain about the way i do things and isnt willing to change at all for me just wants me to do all the changing. She also constantly wants to go see her family (which i cant blame her) but its hard to drive to see them in a weekend because we are still in college. Its also difficult because i feel very out of place when im down there cause they are very fake nice acting to my face (remember these are the same people who talked her out of being with me a year ago). I am really starting to miss being single when i was single i could be myself and strive for my dreams (now its your dreams are stupid) when i mention them at all. I miss being able to go out with my friends and go to a party every now and then. I miss the myself time where you could think about everything and figure out where you are in life and where you wanna be. I miss the meeting new people and thrill of liking someone new/ the excitment and feelings of having a crush and acting on it. So now im very confussed with what to do because of all these feelings.