How can you miss what you have never had? Since i was born it was fighting and abuse. Just constant every single day. One pain after the other. Metnal physical emotional it doesn't matter. I can deal with it all after all of these years of practice. I don't feel good and i am not happy with myself, but i am going to keep going until i find a way to change it.

Arorin Arorin
22-25, M
7 Responses Mar 29, 2010

Those are the days I like that I am alone though. Funny how that works.

I am okay just every once and awhile I have a day that reminds me of things.

It is complicated sara..

There is more too it then that. I have depression disorders that don't have cures for. I am missing things in my life that i can't seem to get. I take care of myself physically, but somethings i don't seem to be able to do.

You better hurry up and start being happy with yourself -- don't make me come there and have to spank you!

I don't know if i ever will or not, but i am alive so maybe one day i will find a way to be happy.

You are a strong and good man, lion. I hope you do learn to feel good about yourself!!!!