I Miss Having Someone to Cuddle With
It's been a while since I ended with my ex GF, about 8 months. And yes I've been thinking about her every now and then, but then I just realized that it was all about a habit and not love. So I made up my mind, and haven't call her or anything.
But it wasn't until yesterday that I realized what I want...........and what I need.
I invited a girl who is cute but I don't want to get serious, just wanted someone to talk and share.
But then at the end of the "date", she cuddled her head in my chest wiht my arms around her...........and I just couldn't help feeling so sad and happy at the same time. I was happy because it felt great, but at the same time I realized that I don't have anyone...........well she is really nice and everything but things cannot work out between the 2 of us, so with her is just like a friend.
But the thing is that, what I really want is to have someone to love, and that someone to be loved by me. I have so much love to share, I just want a person who I can hold strong in my arms like there's no tomorrow, someone to protect from anything and to take care. I want to give out my love so badly. It was so so so sad when I realized that I have so much love to give but noone to recive. Don't know what I should do. It's so sad and depressing. I just want someone to hold in my arms, someone to give all my love to.........
But it wasn't until yesterday that I realized what I want...........and what I need.
I invited a girl who is cute but I don't want to get serious, just wanted someone to talk and share.
But then at the end of the "date", she cuddled her head in my chest wiht my arms around her...........and I just couldn't help feeling so sad and happy at the same time. I was happy because it felt great, but at the same time I realized that I don't have anyone...........well she is really nice and everything but things cannot work out between the 2 of us, so with her is just like a friend.
But the thing is that, what I really want is to have someone to love, and that someone to be loved by me. I have so much love to share, I just want a person who I can hold strong in my arms like there's no tomorrow, someone to protect from anything and to take care. I want to give out my love so badly. It was so so so sad when I realized that I have so much love to give but noone to recive. Don't know what I should do. It's so sad and depressing. I just want someone to hold in my arms, someone to give all my love to.........
By:
Epist
Age:
22-25
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Male
