I Miss You That's Why I Hate You

*the sequel of my story: SIGH

Hey! I miss you so much mahalq. I'm longing for your hugs and kisses. I miss your smiles, your laughs every time I threw some sort of corny jokes. I miss kissing your nose tip, your forehead and watch you in your sleep. I want to take care of you, just like I did the night you got fever. I know how stubborn you are and I love you for being the one.

*Big sigh! * I wonder if you miss me the way I miss you or do I ever cross your mind like you cross mine. I want to stop myself from thinking about you but I just can't. I feel like I'm completely unimportant and totally taken for granted by you. You're breaking my heart, yes you were the reason why I believed and started to have dreams again. You were such an inspiration but now you're the reason why I feel so down everyday. You were the reason why I learned to smile again and now the cause of my tears. Four months sounds soon for the others but too long for me to wait.

May God give me more strength to stand this and surpass this struggle.

*for those interested you may read the sequel of this story: DEPARTING
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22-25, F
Oct 22, 2012