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I Miss Her

April 15, 2010

By: PoeticRejection
Written on June 4th, 2010
I lost her. I lost my mama. She beat cancer but a UTI teamed up with c-diff to take my mama. I don't want to live without her. I know I have to. I miss her. I miss her so badly. And I no longer have my best friend here to help me deal with it. In less than 7 months, I've lost my mother and my best friend, two people I love so much. It hurts so much. I can hardly deal with this stuff anymore. I'm struggling with my faith but holding on. I miss her. I miss them both. This pain is unbearable. I love them both so much. I feel so alone, even with all the support. I want them back. I want them back so bad. I love them. I lvoe you mama. I love you Shanna. I love you and I miss you so...
By: PoeticRejection
Age: 18-21 , Female
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    I'm so sorry to hear that. May faith, love, and what support we have keep us moving in the right direction. Blessed be.

    Jun 4, 2011
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    I'm so sorry to hear that. May faith, love, and what support we have keep us moving in the right direction. Blessed be.

    Jun 4, 2011
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    I'm so sorry to hear that. May faith, love, and what support we have keep us moving in the right direction. Blessed be.

    Jun 4, 2011
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    I'm so sorry to hear that. May faith, love, and what support we have keep us moving in the right direction. Blessed be.

    Jun 4, 2011
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    They're starting to get used to each other. They're really banding together now that I live with my cousin. Her husband has collected four cats, himself over the years.

    Jun 10, 2010
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    Hope the two cats get on well with each other too?

    Jun 9, 2010
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    Yeah. They're cats my mom had got for me. The siamese she got almost 6 years ago. The black cat she got right after my car accident almost 8 months ago.

    Jun 8, 2010
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    justmeonline

    That sounds very useful for you both, and the cats sound very useful to you both too, it can be quite calming to stroke a friendly cat I find.

    Jun 7, 2010
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    Thank you. Thank you very much. Yes, I have support. I'm living with my cousin while I'm waiting for an income-based apartment to open up. My cousin doesn't mind my cats living with us. And I'm staying with my aunt right now, we're being support for each other.

    Jun 7, 2010
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    It's painful just to read my friend. I am glad you are holding onto your faith despite the struggle. You are living with something so difficult to imagine, let alone to go through, and it will take a lot of time. I am glad you have support and hope it remains in place so that you aren't coming through this alone. Take care my friend.

    Jun 6, 2010
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