One year was to meet her and the next year was to lose her :'( losing her.....I can't explain it with words. It will never be explained with words. I lost my whole world, my life, my heart, my soul, my love, my all. I opt to never love again. I will not. Ever. I don't want to. She's my person. I am not attracted to girls anymore. No I'm not gay. There just is no other girl as beautiful and gorgeous to me inside and out than her. I will not marry. I will not have kids. I will not be happy. Only depressed and lonely. And I want to that way. Because everything I love I lose. And to lose's killed me :'(
ywilliam31 ywilliam31
18-21, M
2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

I'm in the same shoes as you, I thought I would move on. Find another one and forget. But history repeats again, and again. I hope that somebody will feel the same way as you and me.

Oh sweetheart. I'm so sorry . I know how you feel.