I Wonder...It seems like the pain will never go away some days. I start thinking then my heart starts feeling and pretty soon my whole body feels it. Can't do anything about it, or say anything. Living with emotional pain you can do nothing about. Waiting, its like my life is just a waiting room. I wonder if I'm a woman who lost her husband and am going to die soon of loneliness. I wonder if I've lost my true love and I am just going to settle for whats in front of me some day then live the rest of my life unhappy. I wonder if I will ever find equal passionate caring love. I wonder if there is only one person meant for me. This big gaping hole in me is missing and I wonder if its me or if its him. No one seems to make me as happy. After years whats it going to take.
oneday9 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 Apr 15, 2012