In the Evenings It's Worst...

It's 2:40 am where I live and I'll go to bed now and I'll feel the same like all the evenings... isn't it worst in the evening? Going to bed alone and just wishing that he would turn up to lie next to you...? God, sometimes I feel physically how much I miss him... I just want him to be with me now...

GothGrrrl GothGrrrl
18-21, F
2 Responses May 18, 2007

I know. Evenings are the worst! Sometimes i just cry and cry and cry making it hurt so bad. sometimes i would think of not waking up but then the sun always rises. I miss him so much i feel so tired. It's like a battle inside me.

as those feelings course through my veins, i understand completely...at least it gives morning something to look forward to (for me, because i hate mornings) :S