Some Worse Then Others

Tonight is one of those nights.  I know I shouldn't miss him.  It's better for everyone especially my sanity if I didn't miss him.  But damn it I do!  Some nights can be worse then others.  Sometimes I don't think of him until I lay my head down on my pillow and he haunts my dreams.  I can still feel his lips on mine with that last kiss.  There are other times where the day spills into the night with thoughts of him.  I hear a song and I remember him or if the song played when we were together and what we were doing.  So tonight when I lay my head down I know sleep is not going to come soon enough to stop my dreams being invaded by him. 

crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88
26-30, F
4 Responses Sep 12, 2008

it's so hard when everything reminds me of him, hearing songs makes me burst into tears. I lie in bed and I can almost feel him there with me. And when I wake up, for the first minute or two, it's not true and I feel that we are still together. I hate waking up properly and realising it was a dream and that I have to face another day without him

I figured I would update and say it is now bittersweet because I now get to see him again!

It was bittersweet when I was able to see him. Now it's just painful to even think of him.

It's a bittersweet thing i think, having your dreams invaded by somebody you miss. For a moment you have them there with you, but when you wake up you feel the loss of them like its fresh. At least I do.<br />
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Thanx for posting this.