Man Of My Dreams

I started dating my bf when I was 14 years old. We met at church. I had seen him around school but he was dating one of my not so close friends, lol. They had been together for a short time when he broke up with her.. Anywho, I was sitting with my friends at church when I look to my left and see him looking at me. He blushed and then started making funny faces to make me laugh. I ended up getting in trouble for laughing in the middle of the service so I just looked at him every now and then and would smile...

Once the service was over, he came over to me and said hey. He was so shy. We started talking and exchanged emial addresses that night. I saw him at school the next day and he told me to check my inbox after school. When I did he told me he thought I was very cute and sweet and wanted us to get to know each other better.. I said of course. We ended up exchanging numbers and it just started a course of magic that is still going on today. We've broken up in the past but always knew nothing made sense without the other person...

After almost 4 years of seeing each other everyday, he is gone for 9 weeks to SC. I was so used to driving to his house and texting him daily, I sometimes catch myself fixing to text him when I pause and think, ohhh yea. Darn!

I miss him terribly and I know he misses me too... But absense makes the heart grow fonder... I believe it. I just wish it wasn't so much at once.. :/
CncJlb CncJlb
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 19, 2010

The good news is you're still together and very much in love.