I'm Afraid

I miss out on so many different opportunities simply because I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm not good enough for them, that when I go out and people see me for who I really am, that I just won't be good enough. That they'll turn me away and I'll be alone...again...like I am now...and probably always will be. My friends say that I'm amazing but I don't see it.
I'm shy, I have anger problems, and I feel fat, ugly and stupid 98% of the time.
I asked my friends if they could help me be more outgoing, and they did absolutly nothing, making me feel like ****...man...I wish I would go out more and meet other people...
Lonliness Lonliness
18-21, F
Jul 12, 2010