I Miss My Best Friend
I'm trying to keep it together before my shift starts and I'm starting to think I might be neurotic. Today is a sad day for me because it's my buddies' birthday and I, yet again, feel foolish for even writing this. He'll never read this and even if I was with him, he still wouldn't know how to read. I guess I don't expect anyone to understand because they weren't there to see the friendship and how he made me happy during a sad and dark period of my life.
I wanted to wish him a happy birthday and as crazy as this makes me, I never want to forget him. I took the responsibility serious and gave so much. I'd even be bold enough to say that he is who he is because of my influence.
I wish I could hold you. Wish I could talk to you and your sister like the old days when there was no EP for me. I miss playing with you and having your brown eyes look at me first thing when I would wake up. No matter what day I had ahead of me, you brought me to my senses and reminded me that life, love and loyalty were all you wanted. You were simple, and not complicated. Our friendship was never one sided and I regret leaving you. I still remember closing the door and you looking up at me. That image will forever be burned in my memory.
I think I need help. I think I'm wrong for feeling this way and maybe I need to chill and take a moment.
Happy birthday buddy. I know your happy and alive and well. I have faith your in good hands but I do think about you at night. Sometimes I can feel you on my lap and your sister on my side. You let your sister sleep by my neck and let her drift me off to sleep by breathing on me. You always watched over me and would wake me when it was time.
I miss you more than you know. And now my insanity is public for everyone to see.
Bob Frost
I wanted to wish him a happy birthday and as crazy as this makes me, I never want to forget him. I took the responsibility serious and gave so much. I'd even be bold enough to say that he is who he is because of my influence.
I wish I could hold you. Wish I could talk to you and your sister like the old days when there was no EP for me. I miss playing with you and having your brown eyes look at me first thing when I would wake up. No matter what day I had ahead of me, you brought me to my senses and reminded me that life, love and loyalty were all you wanted. You were simple, and not complicated. Our friendship was never one sided and I regret leaving you. I still remember closing the door and you looking up at me. That image will forever be burned in my memory.
I think I need help. I think I'm wrong for feeling this way and maybe I need to chill and take a moment.
Happy birthday buddy. I know your happy and alive and well. I have faith your in good hands but I do think about you at night. Sometimes I can feel you on my lap and your sister on my side. You let your sister sleep by my neck and let her drift me off to sleep by breathing on me. You always watched over me and would wake me when it was time.
I miss you more than you know. And now my insanity is public for everyone to see.
Bob Frost
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