I lost my childhood thru current best friend/sister in May this year. She was killed in a terrible house fire. She was the only person I have ever been able to count on no matter what. Her love was unconditional to me. I wasn't as good a friend as I should have been the last year of her life. Regret pains my heart. This summer has been rough. I miss her so much I can't breathe sometimes. 16 years was she w me. Keeping me strong. Building me up when I could not stand. Loving me for me. Even at my worst. My soul sister my souls friend. I will forever miss her until I see her again. I woke this morning and she was on my mind. I could only hope maybe she was close by, or visiting me in my dreams. I yearn to hear her talk to me, to be able to hug her....
Albrma061011 Albrma061011
26-30, F
1 Response Aug 27, 2014

I am so terribly sorry. One of my best and closest friends left today for Afghanistan for a year and I am so scared for him. I also found that my best childhood friend had got murdered. I found out by googling his name as we fell out of contact as adults. I found out a year and a half after his death. I know what it is to not breathe. I know what it means for you to be scared for your friends soul. If you ever feel that you cannot deal with this fact of life consider this: you can die spiritually with your friend, or you can live for the both of you. One day at a time my love. All the best.