He Isn't Coming Back

About 3 months ago my best friend shot himself. We've both been having it bad for the past 6 months or so. Firstly his boyfriend - and my other best friend - was killed on the same day as our other friend. It broke us both and we were generally each others rocks. Then less than a month later my step brother was killed in a car accident which absolutely destroyed me. My best friend was there for me and he said he felt my pain which he did because his younger sister died in a fire a few years ago. Then his parents moved him to Scotland even though his dad was planning to kick him out. Then one day he didn't come onto msn. He always came online every single day so we could talk because I missed him so much. I waited but he never came online then I got an email. It was from him. It was a suicide email. I broke down then his

HelpMeBreath HelpMeBreath
13-15, F
1 Response Feb 7, 2010

I am so sorry to hear about your losses. I fully understand the feeling of losing more than one person in a small amount of time. My birthday is in August, but it became bittersweet when I had 2 people I was close to die that month. One of them being a two year old, and the other being my gay best friend. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here. I know it feels like the end of the world, but I promise it's not, honey.