Its Hard 2 Tell My Baby Where His Father Is...

So Ive been busy with finals for school and taking care of my 2yr old son realizing that my boyfriend (also my sons father) that Monday MAY 17TH will determine his fate. Im extremely nervous and sad. Everyday i try to stay positive and say things will be alright and that he wont get any time and he'll just get probation. But deep down i know the REAL truth. Its hard explaining to my son everynight where is father is, is sad and heartbreaking. I know i ahve to go thru the storm before you get to the light, but right now i think my light is getting dimmer everyday day. I'm not sure what will happen but I really hope for the best. To every girl out there: stay strong and positive, things will be hard but thats life. Support your loved one whether they are your friend, boyfriend, girlfriend, cousin or brother or sister, they need you more than ever now so stand strong with them and let them know that you will be there no matter what. Please comment if your in a similar situation or have good advice that i can use. Thanx <3