Waiting for him is easy, being without him...is the hard part =' [My Baby has been in the system since 2007. It has been 2 1/2 long years soon to be 3. Its been along road for us both but it has only made our relationship even stronger. I loved him than and I love him even more now I chose to stand by his side through thick and thin. It was really hard in the beginning to get a call saying your boyfriend in jail. My heart dropped so many things were going through my head I wasnt able to comprehend what was being said to me. I was like this has to be some kind of joke right?? I went into a stage of depression. I didnt want to eat, go out more less do nothing. I was thinking like what am I gonna do?? How am I gonna talk to him or see him . ( My boyfriend lives 3 hrs away ) Some nights I cried because I missed his hugs, his kisses, his touch, his way of making me laugh. I missed texting him during the day, hearing his voice all the time ect. My family was against him at first especially when they heard he got locked up but I didnt let them get in the way of how I felt for him. I followed my heart and told them who are we to judge. Every one makes mistakes and some do learn from them and they do deserve a second chance. It took me awhile to make them realize it but now they understand and they support me on my decision. Long story short I snapped out it and had to stay strong not only for me but for him to. I had faith that one day he'll be out. I kept myself busy with school, work, family and ect. Time sure flew by fast. He's soon to be home in 2 months CANT WAIT!! Im getting things together to bring him my way = ]. Ladies PLEASE if you know that your heart is to be with your man DONT GIVE UP ON HIM. Be there for them and support them all the way.
MiSSiNgMyBABy07 22-25, F 18 Responses 5 Sep 13, 2010