Life Can Be So Stressful Without Hubby Here

Since Hubby's been gone I've been having lots of ups and downs it hasn't been easy without him near to talk to and hold and encourage me. I've been tryna find a apartment since last year november he got locked up in september the 17 I still remember that day. We had been talking all day I was at work and he was out and about . He texted me saying that he can't wait to see me and that he missed me I told him the same.4o' clock came I texted him that I was on my way home he said ok to let him know when I got home. That was the last text I got from him that day. I called him and musta left 1000 messages I didn't know what happened. I didn't sleep at all that night. I was crying half the night and was still calling him asking him if he was ok on the voicemail and to call me as soon as he can. I didn't know what to think but I just was praying that he was alright. The next day I got a phone call at 12:00pm afternoon I was on lunch and my mind was everywhere. It was my Hubby I was so excited I was crying. He told me what happened the cops had been watching his friends house and unfortunately he went over there. They busted in the house at 4:30 yesterday that's why I didn't hear from him. They searched the house and in his friends closet they found a gun along with some other drugs. So they arrested everyone and since Hubby had a prior gun charge from 15 years ago they thought that it was his. It's been five months and they still can't prove that it's.his even DNA proves that but they are not tryna admit that they were wrong and let him go. It's been a very challenging and depressing time for the both of us. He wishes he was home to help and I just wish he was home. Everytime he asks if I found something and I say no he gets more depressed and so do I. I just pray that on the 22nd that they let him go and not go to trial. I also pray that I find a apartment soon , but pet friendly apartments are hard to find in queens. I wish you ladies all the best I will continue praying for ya'll. Lata May God Bless All Of Ya'll Situations.
Redsexydiva25 Redsexydiva25
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 13, 2011

Wow yeah it's a very difficult time I miss him sooooooo much. I know your man will be happy to see you they really be needed someone at their side cause some people just walk away. I wish you the best of luck

I hear you girl lots of up and downs I know how you feel. My boyfriend has been inside since feb 25th I haven't spoken to him or seen him since I cry I stop I cry its hard got my 1st visit this thursday I can't wait to see him to see his face hear his voice.