My Boyfriend Is In Prision, Im Brokenhearted And So Confussed.....My boyfriend is in prison nearly six months now. I miss him so much. I think of him all day, everyday. I work 5 days a week so I do keep myself occupied - but I feel so down without him. Is this normal to feel this way about someone, that I just can't seem to get on with my life without him. He will be out before the end of the year please god, but the past six months has felt like six years.
Hes so paronide inside. He thinks that if I go out clubbing with the girls that I'll get drunk and be with someone else. I wouldn't even dream of it, I'm so wrapped up and in love with my boyfriend it would never enter my mind. He doesn't trust me at all since hes gone inside.
Im just afraid that when he gets out that he might think that maybe I have been unfaithful or that he will just want to go out partying cause hes been away for so long and will meet someone else. I'm just afraid of loosing him to be honest.
We both want to have children and want to try as soon as he gets out. Im 32 years of age now and not getting any younger. I would really love to have children with him more than anything in this world. How can I make the next six months easier than the last six months.
I love this man with all my heart - he tells me that he loves me but I dont think he loves me the way I love him. I feel like I'm putting all my emotions and feelings and love into this one person. Am I fixing myself up for a big fall back down to earth?????
summertime0010 31-35 3 Responses 0 Jul 5, 2011