One Of The Harder Days
i miss him like crazy. he's always on my mind & it makes going day by day harder. i wish he was home with me. getting his letters makes me feel better, but its only a letter. its not him. its been hard to hold my tears in all day. i get anxiety doing my daily things without him in my passenger seat. the good news is, in the letter he sent me he said he was being sent to a boot camp in Chelsea MI for 90 days. then he said he's coming home after that. for some reason i don't feel like he is though :/ because when i called the jail they said 8 months. but my boyfriend said he has no clue where i got 8 months from because he'll be home soon. im just so confused & afraid. does it really ever get easier as time goes on?