Feb 2012

Im looking at 7 to 10 years with out him... Im lost, i feel like Im wading in quick sand.. I love him, we started dating July 2011 p.s this isn't his 1st trip to jail.. 45 DAYS is alto diff then 7 to 10. It hurts him when i don't wright... But it kills me to brack down what my self and my son/his step son did in the day.. I have no support from my family, and his is all junkies... Yaaaa junkies... So there's no support there... What do i do.. I don't know ho i can feel so loved and so alone as well as empty all at the same time. There are days i can't get out of bed others that the only reason i do is bc of my son. I need some advice.. Im so alone...
fbsmommy fbsmommy
26-30, F
2 Responses Dec 13, 2012

It's so hard. No one can prepare you for this kind of situation and no one should have to go through it. I'm finding it a lot harder then I expected, I'm young and have two children to my partner and all I can do is sit back and wait. But that's not good enough I just want him home ! 7-10 years is unimaginable I have no idea how I would cope with that, my partner is in for another 17 months which I feel is going to be the death of me. Stay strong and I'm here to talk to !

I know how you are feeling there are days I feel why me like I see my babes every two weeks and we can't touch each other n somebody watching us like we are kids then we talk are phone calls are been monitor then I think one day this **** will be over but don't ever let him see the negative like the game of the chess the queen protect the king