Depressed That He's Gone.

Okay so me and my boyfriend have been together for 6 months. He was my first for everything. And i love him with all my heart. When we started dating I knew he was on probation and everything he had done... Well last week he decided he wanted to be off probation so him and I could do more things. Like go outta state and everything you can't do on probation. So in order to get off probation he had to serve 40 days in our local jail. Well yesterday was the day he left..... So only 39 more days to go. But its so hard without him here by side. We spent every waking moment with each other. I woke up beside him and went to bed beside him. Last night was the first night I slept by myself in months. I cried myself to sleep. I just want him to come home. :/ I miss his kisses, and our i love you more fights. I miss everything about him. I wanna spend the rest of my life with that man. How do I get through this.???????? Please help me.
AlyssaandDana AlyssaandDana
18-21, F
Jan 16, 2013