I Dont Know How I'm Going To Get Thru This !

Well first off I'm 15 and my boyfriend is 16 going on 17. We've been going out for 2 years and 5 months strong and happily. We've known each other since the 6th grade and know everything about each other . I know all of his family and he's met my mom and sister but hasn't been able to meet more of my family cause they all live out of the area. His family all likes me a lot and I talk to them from time to time. Well about a year ago my moms job relocated so we had to move 2 hours away from where we were staying . We hung out like everyday. We spent the night with eachother every night for the last year . No are parents didnt let us , we just snuck out and went to eachothers house at night. Pleae dont criticize im just letting that be known cause thats how much we were used to being with eachother . So we've had a long distance relationship for the last year. But we talk everyday and we get to see each other like every 2 months. It's been working fine for us even though it's hard , it's what we want so we make it work . There's no problems there , everything's fine ! Buh just last night he got locked up for something stupid that wasn't his fault . His sister who's 15 ( Were really close and always talk everyday) called me and told me. I just broke down and cried. I don't know yet how long he has because his hearing is tomorrow morning and I'll find out then . Buh I don't have friends , were like Bonnie and Clyde. He's my best friend and everything in one. I have Crohns disease and it's been hard lately . I've been in and out of the hospital for the last 6 months and he's been very supportive and there for me . We obviously don't get to see each other a lot but I'm used to talking to him everyday and now I don't know what I'm going to do if I can't talk to him either. I obviously can't visit him cause he's 2 hours away and right now he only gets 5 minute calls so last night he made that call to his family . Which is okay and I expect him to call them first . Buh I'm just really hurt . I'm glad I'm so close with his family cause I talk with them everyday so I'll stay updated on what's going on . But I don't get the advantage of being Able to go see him . And now I can't talk . Soo I just need some advice to what's gonna help me get thru this if he happens to get a long sentence . Yes, I already know I'm going to hold it down and stay with him no matter how long he has. I know most of you will read this and think were young it won't last. But we've both had a mature life and have had to grow up faster than we should . Soo our relationship is way more mature and real then most teenage relationships and even all grown ups around us agree with that. So I'm not gonna leave or worry about none of that . I'm here to stay and he knows that too. I just need to know what will help me get through these days not being able to talk to him everyday like I'm used to. And when I have to spend weeks in the hospital I'm already depressedbut he usually makes it bbetter by talking to him at night ; but now he might not be able to be my support there either. Plus I don't go to school cause of my disease so I have tutors that come to my house and like I said I don't have friends and that by choice cause I jus like to keep my family and him and his family close cause that's all the support I need . Less people , less drama . But now that means I don't have places to go and things to do to take my mind off this . Cause I sit in the house all day and that's what I've done for the past 6 months since being diagnosed with my disease . As you can see this is a sticky situation . Somebody just please give some advice or opinionsto what could help me tthrough this ride if he happens to get a sentence . I love my baby with all my heart and I'm gonna ride to the end with him it'll just be hard cause I've never been this seperated from him.
Caitlin8210 Caitlin8210
18-21, F
Jan 18, 2013