Life Just Doesn't Get Any Easier
I can't help but feel so pessimisstic about the whole situation. He is getting charged with another felony dui and he could be in there for years. I spoke with a bunch of lawyers and they all said the same. He is my 1st Love, I've never felt anything like it before. It's so surreal. And it get taken from me. We write everyday and talk everyday. I'm going near bankrupt because of the phone calls but I can't help it. I can't go a day without hearing his voice. When he was out here we were always together 24 7 and to be completely without him is a totally new experience.
The separation has strengthened our love for eachother. And we now know to never take a moment together for granted. All the petty fights we had back then seems so pointless now. WHen we'd give anything to just share 5 minutes of alone time without glass between us.
I never knew there were groups like this, I get a little emotional reading the other stories and it feels like I wrote them myself. all the things you girls say you go through is so real, and I feel exactly where you're coming from. I wanna say its all gonna be fine but no day is easier than the last.
If it helps, I found a quote that is pretty inspirational for this situation.
"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."