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I Miss My Boyfriend/ Fiancee

ME AND MY BOYFRIEND HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 YEARS. BACK IN APRIL 0F 09 HE GOT LOCKED UP FOR < 1 GRAM OF COCAINE LATER HE GOT BAILED OU THAT SAME DAY. HE WAS IN AND OUT OF COURT THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE SUMMER HE WOULD ALWAYS FIND AN EXCUSE TO GET MAD AT ME FOR THE WEEKEND SO HE COULD DITCH ME AND GO WITH HIS FRIENDS. LATER HED CALL ME APOLOGIZING.. HE SAID HE WAS DOING THIS SO I COULD LEAVE HIM AND FORGET ABOUT HIM. SINCE HE HAS SAID MAY TIMES THAT HE LOVES ME SO MUCH THAT HE WILL NEVER CALL IT QUITS THE DAY WE END IT IS BECAUSE I CHOSE TOO. I NEVER DID I ALWAYS TOOK HIM BAK BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A FEELING IN ME THAT HE WILL CHANGE NAD SINCE WE ARE PLANNING TO GET MARREID I BELIVED THAT IT WAS ONLY RIGHT TO STICK WITH HIM THROUGH GOOD AND BAD TIMES AND THAST WHAT I DID. ON THE WEEK BEFORE GE GOT SENT TO JAIL MY OWN BROTHERS TOLD HIM THAT I WAS CHEATIGN ON HIM WITH MY MANAGER. THEY TOOK HIM TO MY JOB AND HE TRIED TO FIGTH MY MANAGER. THEY WERE ALL DRUNK AND CAUSED ME  MY JOB. I TOLD HIM OVER AND OVER AGAIN THAT IT WASNT TRUE THAT MY BROTHERS JSUT DIDNT WANT ME TO BE WITH HIM THAT I DESERVED BETTER. WE TALKIT OUT AND THE LAST WEEKEND BEFORE HE WENT IN WE WERE SUPPOSE TO HANGOUT GUESS WHAT HE DID HE BLEW ME OFF AND WENT TO THE CLUB WITH MY BROTHERS , SO THEY TOLD ME THAT HIS ACTIONS WERE OF A SINGLE MAN, THAT I DO NOT BELIEVE THE DAY BEFORE HE WENT IN HE CALLED ME APOLOGIZING TELLING ME TO FORGIVE HIM THAT MY BROTHERS WERE LIEIN HE HAD FOUND OUT ONHIS OWN. I TOOK HIM BACK AGAIN. AND NOW HE IS CURRENTLY IN PRISON SERVING 6 MONTHS.. JUST 2 MORE TO GO. IM SURE HE IS CHANGING I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND LOVE HIM I WRITE TO HIM EVERYDAY AND LET HIM KNOW HOW IM DOING, HOW MY DAY WAS SO ONCE HE GETS OUT HE WILL BE CAUGHT UP WITH MY LIFE. NOW SINCE IM CURRENTLY LIVING WITH MY PARENTS AND THEY ARE HELPING ME OUT WITH COLLEGE IM DOING THIS BEHIND THEIR BAKS THEY HATE HIM SO MUCH CAUSE THEY SAY HE IS A LOW LIFE AND AN ADDICT BUT I KNOW HIM MORE THAN THEY DO AND KNOW THAT HE HAS HAD HIS PROBLEMS WITH ALCOHOL AND DRUGS BUT AM POSITIVE THAT HE WILL CHANGE

EMALY EMALY 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2009

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hon, that's rough...I know almost exactly how you feel...everyone says that people don't change, and to an extent that is true. But me and my boyfriend both used to abuse drugs and alcohol and almost 2 years ago we both got clean and we're also engaged. He did get busted for selling some pot but it's not fair...cancer patients smoke that **** up daily and they don't do time..whatever. My parents hate him too and I haven't told them about where he is right now either :( I'm so happy your man's time is almost up and I wish you two the best of luck :)<br />
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