Happy Valentines Day

All I want to do is cry.  I know it's a stupid holiday, but I can't help it, I'm alone again.  Sometimes I get really mad at James, like, he ****** up, and got himself arrested again.  Sometimes I feel resentful  and it makes me sick. Am I alone on this?  Does anyone else find themselves getting frustrated like this?  We haven't done anything to deserve something so terrible, and here we are, alone.   God that's so awful of me, but I guess that's just a little bit of the cynic in me this weekend.  We'd be angels if we never got mad, but we'll be saints when we pull through this.

Reillyz Reillyz
18-21, F
Feb 13, 2010