My Boyfriend Passed Away And I'm Pregnant
My boyfriend of 2 years was murdered on July 23, 2011. I am 20 years old, and he was only 21. He was killed in an armered robery at his workplace. He was shot once in his chest and died instantly, he didn't even make it to the hospital. No one knows why he was killed because the robbers didn't even take his money. At the time, I was 6 months pregnant with a baby girl, a first child for both of us. He was extremely excited to be a father and talked about it all the time. He was an amazing man and the most loving, sweet person I've ever known. The night before he passed away, he asked me to marry him. He told me that he was the luckiest man in the world and that all he wanted was me and our daughter. I am close with his family and all of his friends, but it's just not the same as having him. I'm in love with him and knowing that I'll never see him again is devestating. It's only been 5 weeks, but as time goes by it only gets worse. I miss and love him so much I don't know how to deal with it. I am trying to stay calm because I'm pregnant and if it weren't for that I don't know how I would go on. How do you live without your soulmate? We were together all the time, and we told each other everything. I can't stand to be without him I feel empty and alone. He is the person that I loved the most in this world, and now he's gone. I don't know how to cope without him, and I'm not even sure that I want to anymore.