Adios

My boyfriend and I have been dating for two years. We went to the same highschool, are practically neighbors, and attend the same university. We are not your average couple and spend every second we can with each other. He is my best friend and nothing can compare to a night staying in watching a movie with him and just laughing. We have never gone more than five days without seeing each other and right now I am studying abroad in Spain. I am half way done with my four month program but every day is a challenge to me. He left this morning after visiting me for a week on his spring break and I am still tearing up. I wish this experience were easier but I can't stop missing him so much. I cry at least once a week about him and have tried talking to him every day or cutting back talking to him but nothing works. I don't know what to do; I am enjoying my time here but I feel like I am never completely happy unless I'm with him. I just don't know what to do to make it easier. I feel like he is my life and I can survive without him, but I need him to really live.

ralads ralads
18-21, F
Mar 14, 2009