My Baby Brother Used To Visit Us On July 4th

Oh God I am trying to be stong. My baby brother Troy who was killed 9-30-11 always used to visit us on the Fourth of July and Halloween...he is supposed to be here today...and it will never be the same...and now I am crying again and forever because I miss you Troy so bad!!! Damnit to hell, why did you have to be driving so damn fast? Oh God it hurts so bad and I wish you were here with us Troy and we love you

 please help me today God
BlackRose321 BlackRose321
31-35, F
2 Responses Jul 4, 2012

It makes me feel a little comfort in knowing that i can put my story out there and know that helps someone in a positive way. If something so negative that happen in my life bring something positive to others then I know my brother would be proud. Its the only thing left I can do to heal my broken heart just a little!

I am so very sorry for your loss and I know how your feeling my brother died on Jan 30, 2003. Sometimes I wonder if my life will ever be normal again. But please know with time your heart starts to heal a little bit. I felt the same way you did for years after his passing. I had to learn to cope with it day by day. Some days are better then others. Again I am sorry for your loss and we are here for you!

I am terribly sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for your comment. I really appreciate you and other people who are here on ep. <3