I put the love of my life to sleep 2 days ago and have never felt this bad in my life. I've never loved anyone as much as him and am just devastated. He was a seemingly healthy happy loving 8 yr old boy. He had thrown a blood clot from an apparent heart condition and become paralyzed overnight. One day fine the next day gone. My feral cat turned love of my life is gone forever.
Dskins Dskins
31-35, F
2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

I'm sorry to hear of your loss.I too had to put my cutie kitty to sleep because of the same reason. She was only three and was a stray kitten when she came out of the woods and claimed my wife and I . She was very special to us. I know how you feel and its hard but it will pass in time, but know this. Because of your love for each other, when you pass on that same love will bring both of you back together, forever.

I am so, so sorry for your loss.
My cat, Taz, was seven months old, perfectly healthy and happy. All of a sudden, he had problems breathing, so we took him to the pet emergency room. There, the staff was extremely unprofessional, disorganized, and disrespectful. They misled us into believing that the right thing to do was to euthanize him, not even giving us any accurate information. My beautiful, perfect cat is gone because of a greedy, selfish business who cared more about profit than the animal.
Taz was a feral kitten found in a dumpster, and we gave him a lovely if short life.
Your kitty lived 8 years--8 long and happy years. I'm sure you gave him a very happy life, and I'm sure he misses you very much, and is just patiently awaiting your arrival one day, where you will be reunited.
You'll get through it, I promise.