Missing? Or Just Wishing...


My father didn't want me, so he left before I was born. 

 

And then he died before I got the chance to meet him.

 

It's my fault. 

 

I've heard people say I'm the spitting image of him.

 

I don't even know what he looked like. 

 

I would like to.

 

I can't go to anyone anymore.

 

I've tried before, and I'm stuck with searching the internet for where he's buried. 

 

I get so close, and then, bam. It's gone.

 

This is usually why I cry I at night. 

 

Is this missing him? 

Is it possible to miss him? 

 

I wish so badly to know him.

 

To at least talk to him, once, if anything.

 

Just to know, why.
Hopeless0Nerd Hopeless0Nerd
18-21, F
Aug 14, 2010