Seems Like Everything Gets Harder Everyday

My dad past away on forth of July when I was 13, I'm sixteen now and I still can't get over it. Everyday seems like another challenge to get used to I've been messing up at school and its really hard to try to get my head in focus. I just miss him so much. I can't stop having memories of when he was still here and it makes me sad. The hardest part is trying to go visit him at the cemetery I still haven't got used to it and I think I never will. I feel like I lost a big part of myself that will never fill in again
Babymikey16 Babymikey16
13-15, M
2 Responses May 6, 2012

I can understand your pain and grief. I lost my daddy when I was 13,too. And by the time I was 16 my mom left us kids for another man. Leaving me to be raised by my older sisters.... I wish the could tell you that the void in your heart and soul will go away, it doesn't ..... It does get smaller. I can tell you that you will heal. Your dad would want you to be happy because I know that all parents want. I'm always missing my dad I think about him everyday, but I see him in my children.

It's hard to lose a parent. Your dad is still with you. Please let us know how you are doing.