Dad, I Miss You So Much.

My Dad died on the 22nd of July, 2007. I was fifteen at the time. We still don't know exactly what happened him, something to do with his heart, cardiac arrythmia is what the doctors said, which is an irregular movement in the heart. He was at the gym running on a threadmill at the time, when he collapsed. And nobody there could do anything for him. They just let him die. He died without anyone he knew at a gym, with complete helpless strangers around him. No goodbyes to any of us. Just gone. Life is so cruel sometimes.
I miss him more than words can explain. I miss his hugs, his voice, his smile, his laugh and his advice. I miss seeing him gardening, or around the house. I miss him collecting me from school. I miss every single thing. I wish I had you back, Dad, and I love you so much.
pianofishe pianofishe
18-21
May 22, 2012