Its My Own Fault
My mom and I have never really gotten along. Since I was 3 until I was 13. my mom physically abused me. My dad knew about it and never did anything about it, but he was always someone I looked up to. He worked 3 jobs, oftan 24 hour shifts at the fire department, and he missed out on a lot of my childhood.
Back in January, my puppy got hit by a car and died. (He was 5 months old) My mom blamed me, even though I wasn't in the house, and I decided enough was enough. I moved out and now live a mile away, with my grandparents.
Now, my dad doesn't call, or visit. He came to big events, like my last choir concert and my graduation, but thats it. I feel like hes lost interest in me, and I feel like I've lost my daddy, even though he lives a mile away.