I Miss My Dad
My dad died in 2005, i still find it strange for someone you have known a long time is just not around anymore, i remember being at work and my mother called me and told me had passed away. i cried. i hated my self for not going to see him and for not seeing him more when he was ill. i cried and cried at the funeral i hope i can cope with death again, as it scares me so as we have no control over it.
i always say i dont want to get old, old people scare me as death does, my dad was only 53 when he dies. i am trying everyday to get over it...will i ever?