My Story...

Hi, my name is Kaitlynn and i'm 19. My father was murdered about 8 years ago, I was 11...He had divorced my mother and re-married this awful woman *Jane*. She had lovers the whole 3 years they were married (my dad was a airline pilot) so he wasn't home very often...After awhile my dad got smart and figured out about the other guys and decided to divorce her. Jane didn't like this idea so she decided she would just hire a hit man and then collect the insurance money when it was over. Well when the hitman didn't show up to do his "job" she did it herself the next day....I don't understand how she could do this to my family but she did...she got 15yrs jail time and that's all...Justice is so NOT fair....anyway not a day goes by that i don' t think of him or think that i hear his voice in the wind....I'm glad i found a group of ppl who understand what it's like to miss their dad......I'm not very sensitive about answering questions so don't be scared to ask......

Adaire89 Adaire89
22-25, F
3 Responses Feb 9, 2009

I must say you are very strong girl. To lose someone like this, its very difficult to get over all the situation.<br />
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I wish you good luck for your future.

I must say you are very strong girl. To lose someone like this, its very difficult to get over all the situation.<br />
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I wish you good luck for your future.

wow.Your story hit me in my heart.Id say I'm sorry to hear about what happened,but I'm sure youve heard it a million times.I am still though.I lost my husband,he wasnt murdered, but he was only 36.We just celebrated our 1st and ONLY Wedding Anniversary a month before.He had a massive heart attack.He was at home,with me,when he died.I still live with the guilt EVERYDAY.That I didnt try hard enough to save him. I tried CPR, but my husband was 330lbs,it was very hard.Im only 140lbs. I live with this guilt everyday.But its starting to get easier.He died December 6,2008. We were together 5years.Married for 1yr 2mths. Im 35. I now live alone.In our apartment.Its SO lonely.I do have our dog,our cat and ferret..but you seem like a very STRONG young woman.Thats a good thing.Stay strong.