I Miss My Dad So Much

I miss my dad, he die 10 days ago. This last days have being really hard for me, but I have had a lot of support from friends and my new "virtual friends"here at EP.  I wish this is a bad dream, nobody likes to be alone. Practically I have no family , my birthday is in 2 days and I feel really sab because dates like my bday I usually spend it with my dad. LOL he used to buy me each year for my bday an icecream cake, i love those....... I miss him. Sometimes i forget he's no here anymore and I pick up my phone to call him and when i'm dialing I remember hes not here..............he will not pick up his phone. This happened too fast, I was not ready. God, I'm 21 I'm an ignorant I still need his wise advises. I need him by my side
Secretpoem Secretpoem
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2007

i'm so sorry for your loss.